This is it summer is here time for sleep overs and excitement and warmth and holidays and swimming etc...but not for me. For me this is the summer I get to grow up and realize what's really going on with this world. From small things such as no more money and my friends ever changing to big things like the economy and politics and how this country is really being run. Because I can't escape it anymore, not when my mother is constantly shoving it in my face all over the t.v. It's also time for me to stop living in this fantasy life I used to live in (my own little world) and see people for who they really are. It's the cold hard relity I'm gonna have to wake up every morning too. maybe thats why I cry before I go to sleep. sure I get to do the normal fun summer things but with my whole real outlook on things I don't know if I can enjoy it like I used to. I see now how really naive I was. I also see how much truth Really does hurt!
Have a great summer everyone and take care of yourselves. <3